I Can't Control Myself Because I Don't Know How

BLOOD-MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

"So give them blood, blood, blood.

Grab a glass because there's going to be a flood!" 

GIVE THEM ALL THAT THEY CAN DRINK AND IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH

No matter how much you do for people, how far you go out of your way to do things for them, it's never good enough and they just suck you dry and continue sucking until there's nothing left but a pile of flesh on the ground. You share everything with someone, but in the end it doesn't matter. People are constantly craving something new, and their old somethings new become trash that they abuse and mutilate until you can hardly tell what they used to be. People are so god damn greedy. Although there is some discrepancy on what this song is truly about, it always reminds me of donating blood. Especially the quote above because one time I donated with my school. My school had 2,500 kids in it, so they tried to get through as many people as quickly as possible because they wanted more blood, which caused them to not focus on the quality of the donation. The man that took my blood didn't listen to me when I told him I wanted to donate with my left arm on that day. He told me that I already laid down on the bed for donating on the right side, so he wasn't going to change that. And then he stabbed through my vein four times and nicked two capillaries. Needless to say, my arm was swollen and bruised. I looked like someone took a hammer to my arm. I was in so much pain, and in the end, I only donated a half a pint that visit. Fucking prick. 

I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF CAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW

I've really come far from who I used to be. I used to have such bad anger, along with other shitty things that we won't talk about. But I didn't want to end up like my dad. So I made a change. I took a breath, learned to absorb all information, and calm down before I act. It seriously changed my entire life and made me more successful and happy. I wish other people would follow my footsteps so people weren't so god damn angry all the time. Or just get laid. That definitely helps too.

SEND YOUR ROSES WHEN THEY THINK YOU NEED TO SMILE

I'm gonna get angry here for a minute. I FUCKING HATE WHEN PEOPLE GIVE ROSES TO PEOPLE. IT'S SO GOD DAMN CLICHE. I want something different like purple hydrangeas. I want something unique and thoughtful. Not just some fucking red roses with some god damn baby's breath sprinkled in that you happened to see at the gas station for $2 on your way out. Fuck you, asshole! You can keep your god damn flowers. You obviously don't know me if that's what you get me. On top of that, don't just get people nice things when your dumb ass fucks up. How about you be a genuine god damn person for once in your miserable life and do something nice for someone because THEY FUCKING DESERVE IT. FUCK.

<-- fucking ew.

THIS IS WHERE IT'S AT, YO --->

I'M THE KIND OF HUMAN WRECKAGE THAT YOU LOVE

It's really quite sickening how engrossed people are with how horrible everyone else's lives are. Worst part is, they do nothing to change it. It's just a fucked up game that they get their twisted kick off of, like a drug. The disaster shoots and seeps into their veins, hitting their receptors in the brain like a fucking train, getting them higher each time. And just like a drug, they need more and more. Their tolerance builds up and they need the next worst thing.

BUT IT'S REALLY QUITE ALARMING 'CAUSE I'M SUCH AN AWFUL FUCK

I fucking hate people. They disgust me so much. That's all I'm really gonna say on that matter. But I fucking love those lyrics. And this song in general. It's one of their least known songs 'cause it was only released on the International special edition of The Black Parade album and it's a whopping 1:25mins long. Plus, it makes me giggle every time.